DEATH. =c

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Im not ready to die.
I DON'T wanna die.

Just hurts a lot. I don't know, im not ready yet, im worried. terrified.

AFRAID.

Afraid. to lose them. Afraid that someday, my .. time would come.. the time where..I would calmly rest myself in peace. The time where i will be placed in a wooden coffin with a cold skin and a white blush. The time that they would be crying while throwing flowers. The time THAT I WOULD DIE.

im not ready.

IM NOT READY. not ready to the death of someone, someone I love. Why does everyone wants to talk about it, it scares me. I don't know if im ready to face the world without them, ALONE.

DEATH scares me.

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