Seriously , I am crying while making this Post.
My brothers Just got home , Surely they got fun , They had lots of stories to tell. Happy memories huh. Aiya , not able to go with them cause im not in the mood to talk about my mother with my grandma. The fact that they didn't let mama go with us three , the reason why I just stayed at the house , watched television with my mama without dinner. I was only eating rice just to ease the pain in my tummy. Sad Right? Frustrating ... and .. Unfair. Unfair because of the fact my half sister was having fun at her birthday , with her loved ones . She said me being there was a gift already , But I really don't want to see thier faces , Seriously. Unfair Because she got to celebrate her birthday somewhere fun , While i celebrate my birthday in the house with a bottle of alcohol. :( Then The fact not me being with them was the reason why papa cancelled my one week budget for school. Papa was soooo damn angry at me . Asking many times I didn't came to see them. I REALLY dunwanna see them okay. The thing that make me sadder was me and mama still arguing. I don't want to talk alot with my mama about my grandma , Mama and my brothers going to the province , leaving me here in the city. The thing about me living in a dorm. I hate my mama when she is liddat.
Its so..
Unfair.
I don't wanna cherish this memory.
x0.
My brothers Just got home , Surely they got fun , They had lots of stories to tell. Happy memories huh. Aiya , not able to go with them cause im not in the mood to talk about my mother with my grandma. The fact that they didn't let mama go with us three , the reason why I just stayed at the house , watched television with my mama without dinner. I was only eating rice just to ease the pain in my tummy. Sad Right? Frustrating ... and .. Unfair. Unfair because of the fact my half sister was having fun at her birthday , with her loved ones . She said me being there was a gift already , But I really don't want to see thier faces , Seriously. Unfair Because she got to celebrate her birthday somewhere fun , While i celebrate my birthday in the house with a bottle of alcohol. :( Then The fact not me being with them was the reason why papa cancelled my one week budget for school. Papa was soooo damn angry at me . Asking many times I didn't came to see them. I REALLY dunwanna see them okay. The thing that make me sadder was me and mama still arguing. I don't want to talk alot with my mama about my grandma , Mama and my brothers going to the province , leaving me here in the city. The thing about me living in a dorm. I hate my mama when she is liddat.
Its so..
Unfair.
I don't wanna cherish this memory.
x0.
