:( I don't know what to feel right now.. Should I feel sad? I feel so left out. :( Why should I feel this way. I'm so fucked up. I shouldn't be feeling like this. I hate this. :( Guess I just need someone to talk to. It's been 2 weeks full of loner-ness. Haays. My companion is just this white cat of mine. He kisses me a lot. He's my bestfriend. ISH. I SOUND SO EMO. Again, I tell you yani, Damn you. Damn, Rational thinking? I don't know what to say. I don't know If I'm just being too emotional. Di pa naman full moon. Tinotopak kasi ako pag full moon. Haha. :)) I just feel like something is lacking. I don't know. Ugh. DAMN YOU YANI, DAMN. just accept the fact no one knows you that very well. Only yourself knows you yani, only you, bitch. Invisible.
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Is everything really meant to change? Hey, like I said, I'm going to update! :D Told ya so. I've been feeling like no one wants to talk to me, like no one will put an effort to be with me, I mean hey, I did my part okay? But.. but.. :( I went emo. LOL funny! Naah, seriously. I can't feel that someone is out there, or maybe there are people out there. I feel so invisible. :/ I want attention, I guess. By attention I mean A LOT. I'm so ewan. haaay. I need someone WEIRD to talk with. My health teacher was right. When we have problems, talk to a weird person. It surely is worth the effort. I have BUSY friends. I'm so fucked up. My old friends, I don't know, they are already happy. WHO AM I TO MAKE SINGIT SINGIT? :/ Di nalang ako mag papaepal. Minahal ko kaya siya. hanggang ngayon. 1 year na. Tapos ngayon nagiging clingy siya. ewan ko. clingy ba tawag dun? basta. lumalapit nanaman siya. Tapos ako naman tanga, nahulog nanaman. Ayun. Pero may iba na s...
*CLEANS DUST IN MY BLOG* Oh yeah, that's what I'm talking about. LONG TIME EH?! YEAAH! :D Sorry for not updating too much. I just forgot my password. Ishy mee! bad bad bad. You know what? Blogging helped me alot. It helped me express myself and many more. Oh, I really don't know what to write for today, just want to say That If my connection works fine, I'll be blogging again! YAY. :D Hmm. I'm a senior now. SLDM, SKWATERS, YES. I LOVE THEM <3 Time is flying too fast. Yeaaah. (sighs) I'm weird cause I hate goodbyes. :/ Met new friends, new classmates, and new teachers. Happy? Yes. I should be. :D Still don't have that INTENSE FEELING of writing something, maybe my fingers are just longing for the keyboard, they love it so much. :D Okay, till here. I'ma post something when I'm ready. Yeaaaah. APPRECIATION. RATIONALITY. POISE. =D
You got me gone, :) Okaaaaay. We still don't have any internet connection, which leads me being here at a computer shop for months. Nice right? -.- ishishish. Know what? I am writing in diaries again. Don't know why. I've been writing since I was Grade 5. >:)) Ja, till here. see you, later , sooner ? I dunno. JAAAA! :D
"Never believed that things happen for a reason." Suddenly I fell in love with the song, I don't know, maybe its the melody? The beat? or it's just the lyrics. Should I say I never believed that things happen for a reason? I don't know, It's just a sign of hope for someone, something, etc. And what the hell am I typing in here? I'm so ewan you knows? :)) People say that Music today is such a mess, but for me, Good musicians and artists are gaining fame again. Their songs just bring inspirations to those who are hopeless and weak emotionally. I just love them, Bruno Mars, Pink, and maaany moreeeeeee. Today , kinda boring day. I should do English And History Assignments. ALSO CHEMISTRY. Chem assignment only contains one item, but I admit it, I didn't listen to the discussion, that's why I don't know what to do. 'em so fucked up. I wish that it will be Monday tomorrow. [Even though I seem to be lazy doing projects, hella care bout that...