Now and forever.

Hey. good evening. Cramming a lot these past few days. I hate it. I hate this habit. ughh. But I can't take it away, what can I do? Sheez. Exams are over. I'M LOVING PHYSICS, AND MATH, YES. HAHA. :DD Di ko siya maalis sa isip ko. yeah. :) well, I'll just write something if I already have this so-called "heightened-emotion" ayt ayt. yeah. :D goodnight goise. 82324 *hearts*

THIS IS TO SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL. HAHA. SPECIAL CHILD TO EE. :D Okaaaaay. PAALALA : OO, PUPURIIN KITA NGAYON, BIRTHDAY MO EE. :)HAHHAHA. JOKLANG. :D Okay, let's start. Isang babaeng nakilala dahil sa kanyang baby face, pero pag nakilala mo siya, mas magugustuhan mo ang pagiging sabog niya, ang pagiging SUPER B! SUPER BAGAL! Sa lahat nga ng mabagal sa kanya lang ako natuwa eh. hahah!! Isang girl na nakilala kasi marami siyang SUITORS! Ang haba kaya ng pila! Haba ng hair niya eh! SIYA NAA!  A good friend, a weird one, pero worth talking to. Isang tao na akala mo nung una suplada, (mukha ka kasing suplada ee. :)) ) yun pala kabogable ang actions pag nakilala mo na. haha!! A friend na malalapitan in times of need. Isang babaeng matutuwa ka pag nakilala mo ng mabuti. At birthday niya ngayon!! Sabi niya di raw siya nagkaron ng matinong birthday. Ang emo nga niya eh. HAHA! Kahit gano siya kasabog. Alam ko naman deep inside, malaki pinoproblema niya. She's one strong person. ID

The day was soo tiring. I'm sick. Yet, happy. :) Okaaay. Ahmm. not really in the mood to put something.. Just that ... I'm coughing too badlyy. :/ Yeah, Ta-ta. till here. -yani WE'RE GROWING APART, HAPPY?

Oh. Hi there. late to post. HAHA. :) Sheez. Nabasa ako ng ulan! D:  First DAY. D: PHYSICS. UGHH D: AND.. I DECIDED TO TYPE IN BIGBIG LETTERS! AND I ALSO DECIDED NOT TO SLEEP. I lost my Flashdrive. Fuck lo. D: Yeah. Till here. BBYE. MISS KO NA KAYA YUNG BUSY KONG FRIEND NA YUN. NO WONDER DAMI KONG KAAGAW NA FRIENDS RIN NIYA SA KANYA. :) :/

:( I don't know what to feel right now.. Should I feel sad? I feel so left out. :( Why should I feel this way. I'm so fucked up. I shouldn't be feeling like this. I hate this. :( Guess I just need someone to talk to. It's been 2 weeks full of loner-ness. Haays. My companion is just this white cat of mine. He kisses me a lot. He's my bestfriend. ISH. I SOUND SO EMO. Again, I tell you yani, Damn you. Damn, Rational thinking? I don't know what to say. I don't know If I'm just being too emotional. Di pa naman full moon. Tinotopak kasi ako pag full moon. Haha. :)) I just feel like something is lacking. I don't know. Ugh. DAMN YOU YANI, DAMN. just accept the fact no one knows you that very well. Only yourself knows you yani, only you, bitch. Invisible.

Is everything really meant to change? Hey, like I said, I'm going to update! :D Told ya so. I've been feeling like no one wants to talk to me, like no one will put an effort to be with me, I mean hey, I did my part okay? But.. but.. :( I went emo. LOL funny! Naah, seriously. I can't feel that someone is out there, or maybe there are people out there. I feel so invisible. :/ I want attention, I guess. By attention I mean A LOT. I'm so ewan. haaay. I need someone WEIRD to talk with. My health teacher was right. When we have problems, talk to a weird person. It surely is worth the effort. I have BUSY friends. I'm so fucked up. My old friends, I don't know, they are already happy. WHO AM I TO MAKE SINGIT SINGIT? :/ Di nalang ako mag papaepal. Minahal ko kaya siya. hanggang ngayon. 1 year na. Tapos ngayon nagiging clingy siya. ewan ko. clingy ba tawag dun? basta. lumalapit nanaman siya. Tapos ako naman tanga, nahulog nanaman. Ayun. Pero may iba na s