Now and forever.

i can't on at habbo. LOL. i dunnoe why. why we keep ignoring each other. damn it. im so pissed off . im used to it though. but im not used to the fact that you're the one doing it. i just thought you we're a friend. i dunnoe why i care. i dunnoe why we are doing the same thing. and we find ourselves in one place accidentally. haiz. im really not used to it. i dun want to have enemies around me. :l :( i sad.

haha. so fun now. :D LOL. i thought i was late. D: haha. good thing not yet. so hard to carry two heavy bags while going on the fourth floor of a building. CAN YOU DO THAT? LOL. :D haha. so fun now especially on english xDD LOL. then i never ate lunch :l hoho. then PFT start at P.E class. I DUN HAVE P.E UNIFORM. DD: so hard to do PFT if without that,. LOL. my hands shaking. my tummy aching :( haiz. haha, also add the assignments. i want copy. LOL JOKING. :D then dismissal , i go downstairs with yza and shekinah. .also with vince and metal boy jerome also with big peeps Ryan and andre. LOL just downstairs. then we seperate after. hehs.. LOL. so funny mah. growling at my ears again. LOL. :D haha. nice to see them. haha. YESTERDAY'S PICS ~~~~ lemme show you some xDD kinda blur. xD hoho. vince won't teach me la :D LOL Rhian replayed her reaction when she knew that got math diagnostic test tomorrow. xDD LOL. haha. kk got nth to write . bye :D i wanna be with you,

.hehe. school tomorrow. super rushing of homeworks. LOL haha. just adding some finishing touches. i find hmwks now so easeh. LOL. i wish mom will not think i just playing. i doing research. LOL. kk got nth to write. bye :D i dunnoe how to help you. im sorry. :[

haiz. why am i rushing, LOL. im rushing literature .. haha. so hard :l need to research. net sucks. how about that bahs D: also got history and bio. I THOUGHT i was finish. heck about my list. it lacks in information. D: haiz suddenly i write so short. LOL still got no good things or bad ones happenin. so i guess better keep short post? HAHA. bwah. :] today been giving away stuff. LOL. mom still not here yet. IM HUNGREH. bye :D --rhian was here.

LOL. this day. um.. watching anime? LOL. getting interested with it.. got literature and history homeworks. not yet done. haha. still need research. i hate my net a lot D: ..every minute lost. then come back again. LOL. stupid . xD HAHA. hmm what to write in here? LOL. im trying to on at habbo. still can't. dunnoe why. haha. um. i guess blogskin will change soon. just guess mah. xDD bye :D

bwah. :[ got so many things to do.. also got nothing to write here. LOL I felt guilty when i saw you. i dunnoe why. : TODAY's pic. hoho. hearts? HEHS . SHUDDUP. LOL. WEII! Ill blow you to pieces xD net still sucks. haiz i tot it would be better. HATE IT. I want to research in history. LOL. haha. :D kks got nothing to write. LOL. buh bye :D --rhian was here .

------- i really hate you . you always do that to me. you dun care about my feelings. i thought you were a friend. i am wrong about that. :[ ------- -Rhian was here.

hoho. bored bored. thats what i feel . D: LOL . :D my to-do-list .. almost finished? YAY, haha, my net kinda.... fine i guess. im able to play play. xDDD HOHO I REALLY MISS PLAYING A LOT. LOL. hmmm what to do now??? play play? LOL. chores done. BWAH. im bored. got no one to chat. assignments.. just need some............ finishing touches? LOL...... i lazy to do .. i just want copy .. .LOL. LATER IF FIND OUT TEACHERS MIGHT BASH MEH LE. lolx. --Rhian was here.

hoho. today 23? haha. this day... hmm kinda peaceful . SOOO FUNNY LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA! dun have school. yay? haha. no school tomorrow till fridahy!!! wooohooo!! LOL . BUT TEACHERS. SO KIND. KIND KIND LO. SHARE ASSIGNMENTS WITH US. LOL. soooo kind :D thats why i lovee them.. GEEZ. LOL . we dismiss at 4 pm . cause got elections for classroom officers. hoho. GO ZHARIE!! haha. :D i hope you be good president lo xDD ALSO... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMBERLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. LOVLOTS XDDD lolx. geez. i read literature book.... i read about chinese literature.. one poem struck me a lot. I recieved my heart one day and found a piece of it missing i have not fasted nor wept, think love, you're the only one who made this sickness. you can cure me. you alone can. GEEZ thats sooo nice? haha. im finishing more assignments. haha. im hungry la. bye :D P.s ATE SHE: MISS NA KITA :( HAHA.

some greetings... haha. HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO ALL FATHERS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. LOL. also..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVIL!!! haha. -best wishes for you guys :D ================================== i feel so terribly bored. got nth to do. DDD: i wanna finish my bio assignments.. SHITS. I ALMOST FORGOT.. MY HISTORY ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DDDDDDDDDDDD: why did i forget about that. DDDDDD: i wanna do it this night DD: haiz. LOL. why always like that. This day i just holding myx magazine and my guitar.. thinking if i could learn. VINCE.. I CAN'T LEARN IN THIS WAY . DDDDDDD: you not kind hearted. : LOL. ok i dun wan this post to be sooo long :D --Rhian was here.

---- I AM F-UCKED UP I-NSECURE N-ECROTIC E-MOTIONAL JUST F.I.N.E -LIFE SUCKS. -Rhian was here.

Hoho. this day so noisy. im used to it though xDD since i was freshman always like that xDD haha. now just two of subjects.. i think. just made formal lessons xDD hoho., i still finishing requirements. :D i kinda not lazy now. dad says he wants me to get high grades :D so his wish is my command DD: LOL. nice me? eh. LOL. then after subjects passed.... we go quadrangle. practice what we gonna do on the acquaintace parteh. LOL. got so many 8th graders. whoa. LOL. in the school ground i played with yza and shekinah. LOL we play play with the fan. cause so hot!!! the sun is too hot. i sweat DD: geez. i hate it la DDD: LOL. then we ask our advisor if can bring guitars. SHE SAID NO DDD: how can learn ? i learn myself? hoho. ILL TRY VINCE. ILL TRY LE. xDD haha. he so funny. saying he will reduce over reaction in class xDD LOL bwahahah. BWAH . :[ i can't talk to old friends LOL. they so busy la. hoho. now this day.. even noisy one.. so boring DDDDDD: got nth to type now :D LOVLOTS... --Rhi

now is busy days. .~~~~ haha. got so many assignments. LOL. after that go practice singing again. haha. andre and ryan so funny when giving actions le LOL! got funneh faces. HOHO. then vince gave me myx mag. SHIT. thats why he gave me that. DD: cause march issue le !!!! walao! DDD: I HATE VINCE. LOL. then he said i can learn how to play guitars DDD: HOW? geez. WHY NO ONE WANT TEACH MEH. any kind hearted le? i want join band xDD LOl. Then he say i like vocalist of evanescence DDDDD: BTW i likeee her voice though. they say like mine. LOL. what a nice compliment from the boys. LOL! geez now i dun have time to do guitars. now got so many things to manage. my portfolio,,, my investigatory project. im thinking of a title le. DD: i dunno what topic. LOl good thing i got anezka xDD then after school... we go mall. LOL not to buy stuffs. i bought maps. for history. LOL.! then james and shekinah go buy ice cream and stuffs le.. i broke . LOL. bwahaha rhian so crazy now. i wearing shekinah's

Its been months. It seems that i really don't exist in your world D: eh? are we friends yet? DD: its okay if not like past times. i just dun wan to feel any tension when i see you. haiz. why am i so frustrated? you seem a good friend lo. then suddenly you changed. ignoring me to death DD: haiz. full of sighs. i dunnoe what is the reason either. you know what? I MISS YOU LE. DD: i wanna talk to you. but i dunnoe where to start. i dunnoe why i feel so shy about that :( geez. go bash me in school if you read this... well.. if you know my URL xDD LOVLOTS... --Rhian was here.

hoho. i didnt post again. LOL. got no net hurs. now i slept early. then wake up just now ^_^ haha om not an insomiac xDD LOL. ill say what happened again ^_^ ==== i can't say today so peaceful.. cause class so noisy when got no teacher. LOL. chit chat i hear everywhere inside... geez. i dun have anyone to talk to DD: xDD james, yza and shekinah are on different sec. DDD: i like emo here.. LOL. we met different teachers now. hoho orienting about their subjects..biology, math, and history teachers so strict DD: I AM AFRAID xDD later if i didn't pass all in time .. haizz i dunnoe what will happen .. LOL. after orienting about history subject.. got RECESS. LOL. then i wait for yza and james go outside of their classrooms. LOL then shekinah followed us.. and we went down to go to canteen. then i went to the long line. after about 10 minutes or smth.. I JUST BOUGHT FRIES.. geez DDD: LOL. after i buy they finished eating lo DD: LOL . after eating we go telephone booth cause james call

hoho .-. net now fine :D haha.

---- first of all. i was SO PISSED OFF in school le!!!!!!! sorry if i didnt post yesterday ... ill post what happened yesterday... HOHO. ---- i was so in a badtrip ... shit. i hate first day of school.. cause. : 1. my friends in different section 2. SHE MY CLASSMATE LARHS! i still not used to it DD: im really pissed off. BWAH . :[ i wish i was moved . but btw.. i like our advisor LOL... they say biology teacher terror one. DD: i afraid. LOL. ---- what happened now? hoho. .-. now i so tired le. DD: we interview so many ppl in school. BWAH :[ it was raining. i was so wet. like a cat been left outside . DD: LOL. but still peaceful day.... at least she spoke to me lo. she just said " sorry " for bumping up for me ... DD: of so many things to sorry for... haizz hoho. :D got nth to type lerhs. :D bbye ^_^ LOVLOTS.. --Rhian was here.

---- whoa. haha. now packing things up . :] hoho. tomorrow is a big day!!! :]]] haha. first day of school :D WOO-HOO. love it xDD ---- now is a peaceful day.. so peaceful... peacefully. LOL! i so crazy leh!!!! haha. i can on in habbo now. but i always dc ma T-T LOL. ---- my classmates knew what sections are they ma. elaiy said she is sjgp but still not sure. LOL. hoho. okok got nothing to type now :d LOVLOTS... --rhian was here. p.s --- i wish my class be lively as was in last year BMD le. D: LOL .

WEEIII... i misssssssssss my classmates last year ma DDDD: good thing class is on MONDAY yay!! :]]]] haha. still so many expectations... hoho. new friends and classmates..... hoho. ------- WHOLE DAY WATCH TV AND STAY INDOORS. hey im a homebuddy kid. haha. i dun like to go outside.. anyways. outside the house is a big road ,,, no neighbors? actually ... got no kids guess so , if have so young. not the ones i could be friends with. LOL. didn't ate a lot now. hoho. i got no appetite T-T lolx kk got nth to type now :DD I MISS BARKADAS. hoho. -rhian was here.

haha. crazy now. .-.

---- WOO-HOO. so crazy this day.. mom just said i was laughing while sleeping . jeez. i dunnoe why also le. LOL . this day stayed at house. im dying of boredom. watch tv,, play lappy bla bla. got no one to chat le. D: hoho. ---- just now in the mood for pink. LOL. i slipped my head on the wall hurs. D: it hurts a lot. geez. D: good thing not on floor. LOL. that more hurts. :D XD --- got nothing to type now :D bye :D --rhian .. :D . . . p.s-es. -(elaiy) hoho i miss you. D: -(isabelans) OI lapet na pasok xD hoho miss ya lots guys :D

geez. this day so hot day. i got a hot head. (mom also leh. geez.) LOL . We ate outside.. as you heard it right. that stupid spicy beef made my mouth red ma DD: LOL . drink lot of milk when got home... net sucks now. so sorry if can't on at habbo. I still find blogging difficult with this connection. so pity me. MY BLOG NOT DEAD k? haha. im still feeling down. im so pissed off. i hate that day. i promise that to myself. IM NOT O-FUCKING-KAY. DDDDDDDDDDDD: ok. bye now :D p.s: laddie has nth to do with it arul . LOL. i also miss virtual friends there.

YAH LO. NET SUX. BOO-HOO good thing still can do blogging. :] -rhian.

im so sad.... im so hurt.. been crying whole day. D: -ME AND MY SHATTERED DREAMS. Rhian.

why life has to be like that. make me so sad.. now got no one to rely on friends gone. im ALONE. I thought life was not that serious.. why mine is so... COMPLICATED?

" love is in the air. " actually yaaa. so many stead all around me.. make me rmb of him .-. THIS IS TO YOU : take care always :(

haizz... friends come.. friends GO . and the going part is the ouchies. D:

" see? i even look weird." this day.... so weird... .____. p.S got no school. my bad. geez.

hoho.. vacation officially ended? hoho .-. my vacation so peaceful.. quite boring.. meet new friends.. bla bla .. hoho .-. ^_^ i excited for school yay! .. first day is the best day of school LOL.. ok i gotta sleep now ^_^ need to sleep early liao.. LOL.. bbye ^_^

YAH. im an imperfect person. My hair doesn't stay in place. I spill things a lot I do so many glitches I don't care about myself Me and my friends fight. And sometimes nothing goes right.. but if i take a step back and look into my past,,, ill just take a deep sigh and think... that maybe.. just MAYBE.. I LIKE BEING IMPERFECT .

SHIT!!! FUNNY VIDEO MAH.. JOE JONAS DANCING SINGLE LADIES MADE ME LAUGH Hoho .-.

haha woke up early now :D yay.. now i can get some habits in sleeping.. i also woke up alone hurs D: pity me .LOL. im always used to it .. i dunnoe why. : after that i go bathroom wash my face.. brush teeth.. fix my bed .. and grab smth to eat.. .LOL. thats a weirdo .-. Hoho. So windy outside.. got thunderstorms :o thats why can't get outside. .except for my brothers.. eh its better when they're not here LOL things are not kinda messy.. Hoho .-. i do some little chores.. then go play with my lappy . .-. net sux ma so i turn off then watch tv. LOL... i dunnoe what im typing here.. i just type type. .. bla bla ..xDDD after watch tv ate lunch .-. then i go bathe geez... im not that busy ma LOL... im still addicted to URBANDUB.. geez.. nice band ma.. I LOVE YOU GABBY.!! WOO-HOO lolx... nice vocalist.. IDOL hahahahaha then afternoon mom came with pizzza... alll munch munch Hoho .-. this day kinda nice.. peaceful one , :D i wanna go to school.. so excited for the first day. LOL i mi

G eez. im alone in the house right now.. haha. got nth to do,,, i do some chores -.- DD: hehs. now got typhoon .. i woke up so early.... :o so cold ma LOL.,.. wear jacket shivering day for me now xDD hahaha... now stay on home.. so bored D: got not chatmates LOL. hehs.. also net sux.. thats why i didn't post yesterday.. DDDD: ... WOO-HOO i got addicted to urbandub SHIT they are the best wheeeeee :D hehs. now a cold.. peaceful (i guess) day . haha. got nth to type.. bye now <3333>

woke up 11:00 am .. haha. earlier then ever.. guess so.. 11:30 ate lunch.... after that watch tv.. its raining outside.. JEEZ. haha. now rainy season here -.- need to buy new jacket lerhs LOL.. haha. now i got to school so can get measurement for my uniform .. i admit it... i late to get measured.. HAHA. i never saw high school students -.- im the only one .. almost all COLLEGE MAH .. i scared LOL. jkjk haha ... its so fast to get measurements... but in the accounting office SO LONG LINE JEEZ.. .. STUPID COLLEGE STUDENTS. JK *world peace* haha... eee i so happy now LOLs my dad retain allowace WOOHOO! haha. im able to earn for smth xD haha ... so long didnt talk to dad lerhs.. i miss him :D hahahahaa THIS IS TO YOU AGAIN. You're not the one im reffering to you old b!tch. hehs.

This is to someone. i really hate you...